Friday, May 31, 2002
Today I'm getting my result for that exam. I really hope I'll get the full mark. Then I have to go to a friend's house to study, and watch the World Cup matches. For everyone who didn't see Bandits, the movie starring Bruce Willis, Billy Bob and Kate Blanchet, go watch it. It's so funny. What more can I talk about in here??? What do you want to know about me? Tell me.
The weekend is over, another week closer to the end of the semester. Few more weeks, the 16th of June is the last day. What a happy day that would be. You think it will be easier after graduation, or harder? I don't want to think about that for now. Just want to enjoy my life, take it one day at a time, and we'll see what happens.
There still seems to be people who are didn't see the link for my page so here it is again.
Taintlessness (Click here)
If you're looking for the poetry page, then once you're inside the page, click on the link Poetry.
There still seems to be people who are didn't see the link for my page so here it is again.
Taintlessness (Click here)
If you're looking for the poetry page, then once you're inside the page, click on the link Poetry.
Thursday, May 30, 2002
Going now to the Match, Al Ain (My Team) against Al Shabab, I really hope we win. I'm sitting in the hot weather for them, the least they could do is win, for my sake. Don't you think?
I don't think many of you know that I have a homepage with most of my poems and other stuff in it, so here is the link: Taintlessness
This is the Poem # 70, I've got 30 more to go before I'll find a publishing house that would publish my poems.
Among The Few
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I always wondered what love would feel like.
How would I feel when lightning would strike.
Would my heart change its beat?
Would I feel it like an inflaming heat?
Would I feel insane?
Unable to explain.
The new feelings that I’d sense
The lust of raging emotions and their sins.
To know how you feel,
Yet you remain speechless.
To know that it’s real,
And you still doubt if it exists.
But if I fell in love, I always wondered, would it last?
Would I reminisce, full of grief if it became part of my past?
Would I go to bed every night and cry?
Would I lie still and wish to die?
Would I cruse the night?
Would I hate my life?
Would I ever see the light?
That would cut through the dark like a knife.
After feeling weak, would I be strong again?
After going mad, would I ever, once again, be sane?
Would my tears be drowned by the rain?
Would it banish my fears and end my pain?
So welcome love, I long for you.
I long to do the things that lovers do.
I want it to be a love so true.
Although not many have stumbled upon it,
I want to be among the few.
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I always wondered what love would feel like.
How would I feel when lightning would strike.
Would my heart change its beat?
Would I feel it like an inflaming heat?
Would I feel insane?
Unable to explain.
The new feelings that I’d sense
The lust of raging emotions and their sins.
To know how you feel,
Yet you remain speechless.
To know that it’s real,
And you still doubt if it exists.
But if I fell in love, I always wondered, would it last?
Would I reminisce, full of grief if it became part of my past?
Would I go to bed every night and cry?
Would I lie still and wish to die?
Would I cruse the night?
Would I hate my life?
Would I ever see the light?
That would cut through the dark like a knife.
After feeling weak, would I be strong again?
After going mad, would I ever, once again, be sane?
Would my tears be drowned by the rain?
Would it banish my fears and end my pain?
So welcome love, I long for you.
I long to do the things that lovers do.
I want it to be a love so true.
Although not many have stumbled upon it,
I want to be among the few.
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Wednesday, May 29, 2002
I've finished with another poem (# 70) but I haven't thought of a title for it, yet. I hope you will all like it.
Today I've finished another phase test, if he doesn't give me the full mark for this one he's going to suffer!!! Well, not suffer, suffer, but I'll go and report him to the supervisor.
I'm so happy I'm getting lots of comments, I love each and every one of them. Please put your email address, because I would really want to thank you. I will do it soon, with all the exams and this up-coming project there is not time for anything. Except maybe for the poems. I can't help it, a feeling starts to come upon me, I could almost hear the words. Then I write it down. Anyways, I don't think I deserve such attention, but I love it. So thank you all.
Today I've finished another phase test, if he doesn't give me the full mark for this one he's going to suffer!!! Well, not suffer, suffer, but I'll go and report him to the supervisor.
I'm so happy I'm getting lots of comments, I love each and every one of them. Please put your email address, because I would really want to thank you. I will do it soon, with all the exams and this up-coming project there is not time for anything. Except maybe for the poems. I can't help it, a feeling starts to come upon me, I could almost hear the words. Then I write it down. Anyways, I don't think I deserve such attention, but I love it. So thank you all.
Tuesday, May 28, 2002
Here is the poem as promised.
Lightning Strike
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Lightning struck me,
Meeting an angel from above.
My heart and mind raced, wanting to see,
That when lightning struck,
Was it fate? Or was it luck?
Could it be love at first sight?
Could the darkness be blinded by the light?
When I met you I couldn’t understand
Why I couldn’t feel my legs and hands.
Then suddenly everything in me was enhanced.
Like a magic spell that you have spread
Like nothing I’ve ever seen or read
Lightning struck,
Was it fate?
Or was it luck?
Life is glorious, life is great
Luck is good, so is fate
It's not always a piece of cake
You have to suffer
You have to strive
So your own luck, you shall make.
So open your eyes
So you can realize
Every moment is a surprise
So if you pine
Don't worry, you'll be fine
As long as you inhale
As long as you exhale
You'll survive, you'll prevail
So open your eyes
And soon you'll sing an ode to joy
Like a kid with a brand new toy
So at all times
Open your eyes
Even when you sleep
In a dream your heart might leap
Seeing a person you might like
Then who knows?
Lightning could strike.
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27th May 2002
It's my 69th Poem.
Lightning Strike
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Lightning struck me,
Meeting an angel from above.
My heart and mind raced, wanting to see,
That when lightning struck,
Was it fate? Or was it luck?
Could it be love at first sight?
Could the darkness be blinded by the light?
When I met you I couldn’t understand
Why I couldn’t feel my legs and hands.
Then suddenly everything in me was enhanced.
Like a magic spell that you have spread
Like nothing I’ve ever seen or read
Lightning struck,
Was it fate?
Or was it luck?
Life is glorious, life is great
Luck is good, so is fate
It's not always a piece of cake
You have to suffer
You have to strive
So your own luck, you shall make.
So open your eyes
So you can realize
Every moment is a surprise
So if you pine
Don't worry, you'll be fine
As long as you inhale
As long as you exhale
You'll survive, you'll prevail
So open your eyes
And soon you'll sing an ode to joy
Like a kid with a brand new toy
So at all times
Open your eyes
Even when you sleep
In a dream your heart might leap
Seeing a person you might like
Then who knows?
Lightning could strike.
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27th May 2002
It's my 69th Poem.
We finished our Final Project, that was the major project we worked on for the whole semester. We restored the inside of an aircraft which was ripped away 6 years ago and it was never touched since then. Until we came with this project and restored everything. It looks very luxirious now. If the teacher will give me the pictures I will post them, the before and after photos.
The Ittihad newspaper came to take shots and make interviews, but alas, the teacher sent me to do something when they came, so I wasn't even in the group photo *sad* Make sure everyone buys the Saturday issue of the newspaper and see our work. I won't be in the photos though *sad*
The Ittihad newspaper came to take shots and make interviews, but alas, the teacher sent me to do something when they came, so I wasn't even in the group photo *sad* Make sure everyone buys the Saturday issue of the newspaper and see our work. I won't be in the photos though *sad*
Monday, May 27, 2002
Do we really know the people we chat with? Can we trust them? A lot of people lately are telling me they don't. But I do. I don't think of them as virtual personalities, I think of them as persons, humen with real feelings. Because I believe everything they say, although I shouldn't. But I do. But the real question is: Do we really know the people we know in real life? Can't they wear fake feelings and expressions? Aren't they sometimes as confusing as an eFriend? So what's the difference?
Nevertheless, I say the truth about what I say, my feelings on the net are as true as they are in real life. I trust people easily although I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I'm naive and nice.
Nevertheless, I say the truth about what I say, my feelings on the net are as true as they are in real life. I trust people easily although I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I'm naive and nice.
Sunday, May 26, 2002
Life is such a lovely journey, if you know your purpose, your place, your rights, your duties. Even when you are bored, or sad, if you look close enough and pay attention to details, you'll see things for the first time, even in the most familiar situations. So open your eyes, because lightening could strike.
We've managed to delay the exam a few hours more. More time to review. Yuck. I thought the sooner you get over the exam, the better. But my classmates didn't agree.
I have an exam tomorrow, and I don't feel like studying at all. I want to finish this poem I started, yet I'm stuck.
I would like to thank e3ashig for complimenting me, he really shouldn't. I don't deserve it. Visit his homepage, it's amazing. http://www.e3ashig.com
Saturday, May 25, 2002
I can't remember the last I was happy like this. Everything seems to be working well. Everything. The day was never this bright, the night was never this fun. Life is magnificent. Life is brilliant. The previous post was a piece of a poem that I'm writing. I will soon share it with everyone. As soon as I'm done. I promise.
Friday, May 24, 2002
Thursday, May 23, 2002
I came back late last night. We didn't stay there. I arrived at 2:30 am. so you can imagine how exhausted I am right now. I'm going back to Dubai too, for the match. I'm glad Saturday is off, I'm going to sleep for the whole day. To be prepared for the ultimate beast that is-----> Exams & Projects. Urgghhhh!
I'm going to Dubai today. Might come back tonight, might not. Who knows. Can't wait for the match tomorrow between Al Ain (my team) and Al Wahda Club. I hope we will win.
I've just added with the help of Gemini this comment thing. So whenever you read anything that strikes you as weird, funny, or whatever, tell me how you feel about it. or anything at all. thanks.
Sunday, May 19, 2002
I also saw the arabic movie, 'Muthakerat Muraheqah'. Didn't like it at all. The acting wasn't good, the directing wasn't good, the story wasn't good, even their reactions wasn't real. Well, you get the idea. I don't know what all the hype was about.
I saw the Star Wars movie finally. It wasn't as good as I expected. I'm not a big fan or anything of it from the start, but I think that Episode one was much better, at least it was much funnier. I think that George Lucas wanted to make this episode concentrating on the love story of Skywalked and the Ex-princess. I did like the love story.
Thursday, May 16, 2002
I want to go and watch the Star Wars movie, Attack of the clones. I like the title of this one. I know the Premier was last night, but I had better things to do than go at midnight. I was online ;)
Wednesday, May 15, 2002
I've started reading another one of Jeffery Deaver's novels. This one, his latest, is called : The Stone Monkey.
Tuesday, May 14, 2002
I have mixed emotions todays, happiness and sadness all rolled up into one. It's very weird, especially if it's happening to you for the first time. Nevertheless, I have high hopes. It's very dangerous when you have high hopes, because at any second, they might come tumbelling down. Still, I'm excited. Won't say why, yet.
Monday, May 13, 2002
Finally, I have finished the novel I've been reading. The Blue Nowhere by Jeffery Deaver. I shall write my review soon. I certainly, recommend it.
Today was another day, and another exam. This, too, went alright. I'm happy. I'm getting a lot of responses towards my post in Banoota's Chat-box. The address is www.banoota.net . It's a great site, and a great forum. Also, try www.wahag.com . You won't be sorry. So, check them out.
Saturday, May 11, 2002
Aren’t cartoons supposed to be for children? (Except “The Simpsons” of course). Then why do some characters do some bad habits like smoking? What are we trying to teach the little kids? Does Popeye trying to teach them that it’s ok to smoke a pipe only if you eat Spinach every now and then? Well maybe that’s why I never smoked, because I hate spinach.
